Sometimes I take pills to sleep,

Twisting thinking kept at bay,

Sometimes I hit snooze again,

And I sleep through the night and day.


Sometimes I am strong and proud,

Stand in blizzards open-eyed,

Scream the storm to gentle clouds,

The sky can fall and I don’t mind.


But a playful autumn wind,

Could tear my roots from the ground,

I am cruel and I am kind,

My mind’s a bloody battleground.


I’m a wreckless hearted girl,

I’ve hurt people that I love,

I am so sorry for that,

But sometimes I don’t give a fuck.


I am generosity,

I am selfish as can be,

I’m strength and I am feeble,

I am doubt and I’m carefree.


I am a flood of feeling,

And I am a drought as well,

That turns it’s face from rainfall.

Indifference lies inside my cells.


I don’t understand at all.

I am not a set out form.

I am a wavering force,

Oh I can rise but then I fall.

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